hahaha.

while i was browsing through my high school notebook ( with the poems)

i laughed when i saw a short poem.

i just remembered way back then

how i felt.

how my heart crushed underneath my sadness.

how my throat was slit while i was sleeping. ( EMO much? fuck no. )

hahaha.

angst.

sadness.

despair.

grief.

desperation.

jealousy.

mix it all up....

this is what you get...

enjoy. ( haha, just joking )


-EPHEMERAL

• A fissle heart •

a heart drenched with scars
bruised with blows of self-centeredness
slashed with knife tipped tongues
crucified with nails of habits


separated with jealousy, trust and misunderstanding
our heart, bleeding desperately on our short comings
what happened on our everlasting love?
maybe it crashed and burned, concealed with the hurt

why did this happened, is it just me?
or the plain sight that your suffocating me?
killing my dignity, molesting my amnesty
high spirits slowly dying, my soul merely fading.