so another adventure awaits...

another sem.

another year.

another season.

another time.

another.



so third year is coming up.




new subjects.

old cramming habit.

new prof.

old terrors.

new things.

to break.

new opportunities.

old habit of letting it pass.

new section. (3AD5)

same old friends. :)

new things to spend.

KICKBACKS. >:)



new or old....

good or bad..

its life.

and i love it.

~ephemeral

hanna banana

Im in Love.





























PUTANGINA!!!!!

INSPIRATION.

I NEED ONE.

a journey begins with a single step.

March 31

i went to my ninang sally's
house in fairview because
we will go to tabok. its kinda nostalgic when i went
there...it brings back vague memories of
my childhood days
on her house. i remember the big aquarium
that has few fishes
in
it i also
remember playing the games
in her old PC like
earthworm jim and worms 3D.
woo!

reminiscin these memories sure made my day.

it rains down.

it rains down on my life.

now i see the truth.

now my eyes are open.

people come and go...sabi nga ni linus..

so as i

for my dearly departed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffGAtIcct4I

When I woke up it seems that my world is caving in
I won’t break down this time
I’ll be fine…

With dull dimensions speaking of the truth
And howls of chaos the bleeding of the moon
Rounding up this time
I’ll be fine…

CHORUS
Let your love caress me
Like the tide embraces the sea
Let our soul connection
Bring me alive today

Am I lost and can’t be found
Heaven’s locked, Hell not a sound
All my angels left and gone
It rains down…

Turn the key enough for rescue
and burn the light, the light that burns thru
But here it comes again
It rains down
It rains down…

BRIDGE
Live your life a little
Breathe in and out a little
Say a pray’r for you

CHORUS/OUTRO
Let your love caress me
Like the tide embraces the sea
Let our soul connection bring me alive today!

-Franco band

the opposition

hello.

its me again.

once again once more.

so

i've downloaded songs this week for my ipots

and i downloaded something nice..

heard the new song of kjwan?

" pause "

its a good song.

damn good one.

so i wrote a poem about it

it was a friday morning at our HAR class..

its fuckin boring.

i swear.

anyways.

enjoy my poem

hope you'll like it

COMMENTS ARE APPRECIATED

ay

plug ko nga pala

formSHIT ko

http://www.formspring.me/tanieyoyo

ALAM NA!

enjoy


-EPHEMERAL

• THE OPPOSITION •

until now, maybe forever
you are in my heart for a long time
i thought i could erase you from my mind
completely forget the past with you

my mind was still thinking
my heart was still beating
for you, i never thought, i never realized
i never knew that it would last this long

my mind was pretending
byt my heart was telling the truth
two forces inside of me
fighting to see the truth

but i now see the truth
these feelings, these thoughts, these actions
all came down into one thing
it was you. it was you after all.

you are the answer to all of my questions.

trees

hello.

its been a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time since i blogged and shit.

and i've finally did it.

well...

its a poem again.

yeah.

a poem

about

TREES.

i know right.

" what the fuck, trees? "

well

for you, it is..

but i beg to differ.

i want you to see what i see.

feel what i felt.

hear what i heard

and think what i thought.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• TREES •

as i lay down underneath the swaying trees
i hear the soft rustle of leaves, blown by the wind
its gentle sway makes me calm and free
i wished you could see what i see

the ambiance of the place makes me feel alive
birds chirping, leaves rustling, trees swaying
as they move in unison with the wind
all is well, all is free.

underneath the great blue sky, across the blue lit moon
the tree embrace their glow from night till afternoon
they serve as a protection and a home
as well as a stronghold and a nourisher.

trees, when will i ever see you again
i bleed to death when i see you perish
some people just take you for granted, abusing your purity
they could not see what i see in you
the beauty, the goodness in you.

untitled poem

hi.

its me again

hmm

so

kamusta ka na?

ok ka lang?

geeeeeewd...

hahahaha

so

anyways

i wrote a poem

AGAIN

hahaha!

umm

i wrote it kaninang hapon sa loverslane

andaming taong masaya

mga magkakaibigan

mga lovers

mga magkaka-block

so ang ganda ng ambiance

so i wrote a poem about it

friendship

happiness

memories

all the simple things.

so

enjoy my poem!

thanks.


-EPHEMERAL

• UNTITLED II •

the simple things in life
brings joy to everyone
the smiles, the laughter, the joy
that everyone shares through friendship.

friendship brought by happiness
and happiness brought by companions
makes the world oh so beautiful
for a lifetime......forever.

the things we have in common
unites us closer to each other
an intangible bond between us
intertwines each and everyone in this universe

memories etched in our minds
that we can keep for a long time
living a life of emotions
it is a living testimony that we are alive.

sindi

hello.

its me again.

once again, once more.

* ehem ehem *

its that time again.

na wala akong magawa.

so we practiced for our LIT yesterday.

it was fun.

so after my part was done i took a break.

a yesyesyo break :)

so while i was schmowkhing..

i saw ciggaret butts all over the place

so i thought... " dagat ng upos.."

then it came to my mind...

to write a song.

about it.

so here it goes.

hope you like my song..

its a chill song so its kinda slow..

but its NOICE.

chill NOICE!

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• SINDI •


chorus:

DM7
dagat ng upos
CM7
hanging may kulot


verse:
tayo na, magsama-sama
halika na~
tara na, halina't sumabay
sa ating paglalakbay
( chorus )

sindihan na natin
para di na mabitin
parating ugaliin
sa tambayan natin
( chorus )

serenity.

hi

its been a while since i blogged

tinamad muna ako magblog

i dunno why

but

anyways...

this week i was in ust for a couple of days..

just hanging out in the lovers lane.

madaming tao talaga..

pero ok talaga lovers lane..

aylavet.

anyways.

while chilling in lover's lane..

i realized something..

i realized that

the simple things in life is so great.

the simple sway of trees..

the wind blowing in your face..

such a wonderful feeling..

so i'll leave you with a poem i wrote.

its for her..











mother nature...


enjoy

-EPHEMERAL

• serenity •

where i am, there is peace
all is well
the sway of trees, the gentle breeze
the luscious grass of green.

it makes my heart at peace with the universe
all is still and quiet
the song of nature
seems to last for a lifetime

she whispers in my ear
quietly, gently, softly
as she lulls me into a deep slumber
for a moment, it seemed to last forever.

she loved me even if i didn't ask for
cared for me, caressed me
even if i can't see her, i can feel her
she loved me like no other.

OWSOM! :O

hello.

another poem.

i just read angela's and owen's blogs.

angela's- http://balimbingalano.blogspot.com/

owen's- http://zhenyi28.blogspot.com/


so eto yung parang say ko dun.

hahaha.

wala lang...

im not emphasizing on anything on this poem.

okay?

thanks.

-EPHEMERAL

• reality •

all of your heartaches
all of your pains
all of your agony
i wish i could take it all away

in time, you'll see
you'll forget him, like me
close your eyes and see
all things were not meant to be

if its not you. then its not you.
face the consequence of truth
in his heart, it isn't you
someone will be waiting for you.

im sorry, but that's reality
you and her were really not meant to be.
love isn't really the place to be.
i think its not..really.. for you and me..

nabinyagan na si junior.

hello.

once again once more.

its me.

yes, bininyagan na si junior.

oo.

alam na.

basta.

hahaha.

anyways..

how was your day?

ok ba?

masaya o sira ang araw?

i think most or ALL of my blockmates are pissed.

cause of our ad design teacher.

well.

its him.

shit happens.

when you least expect it.

hahaha.

well, bad matters aside..

don't wanna recall some happenings today.

the good ones..

yeah..

so ayun.

im happy.

kasi..

bininyagan na si junior.

kinembular na puri nya.

hehehehehehe...alam na...

umm..

what else..

oh, the softball competition!

damn, ang gagaling ng UST gerlaloos sa softball

isa lang masasabi ko.

IMBA.

hahaha..

hmm..

ano pa ba?

yung NATSCI

walang quiz kanina.

yehey!

ano pa ba?

ah ah...yung nanyari kanina...

sa ad des.

it serves a lesson to us all.

bilisan nyo kasi pag gawa para pwede nang mag-wild.

parang ako tignan nyo.

wala pang kulay yung board ko

wala man lang ni isa.

saya diba?

hahahah..

shit lang talaga eh..

makatikim na din tayo ng sinko para madala tayo.

ok na yun kaysa sa di nya tinangap yung trabaho.

AY AY!

meron pa pala..

astig kanina, me sweet sa kalsada..

when i was walking to my house

me nakita akong mga lovidabs!

answeet sa kalsada.

naghahabulan.

sabay inikot yung babae.

waw.

ansaya ko nung nakita ko yun.

love is in the air ika nga..

ay etong da best sa araw na to..

kahit na wala na kong ulam sa bahay..

pagod na pagod na ko..

so nanood nalang ako ng TV...

sabay lumabas yung nescafe commercial!

NESCAFE GIRL!

aylavet!

ngiti pa lang, nawala pagod ko..

ay grabe.

solid mahmheyns!

woo..

anyways..

ayun.

thanks for reading my blog shit.

kahit puno lang ng katangahan.

kahit basahin mo lang yung title, ok na saakin..

comments are so welcome!

thanks.

bye.

-EPHEMERAL

its that time of the season...

february.

the month of hearts.

singles month.

and many more..

YIKEE!

hahaha...

its the "magic" season

where all the magic starts..

where it all begins

i recall one of the the songs of david pomeranz.

"got to believe in magic"

it is really magic when two strangers fall in love.

of all the people in the world.

two people.

strangers.

then "boom".

awesome!

love is awesome..

right?

"its magic when two people fall in love.."

hahaha..

for those

who haven't

or its gone..

or if your just dreaming..

or if you did all you can...

but you failed.

im sorry..

wanna drown yourself with ciggarets?

or with booze?

please.

dont torture yourself.

it CAN'T help you.

it CAN make you worse.

it CAN relieve the feeling..

momentarily.

it doesn't make a difference.

for one bit.

but on the long run.

it isn't worth it.

i know.

we don't learn.

we still do those stuff.

tinamaan din ako don.

but the sin isn't worth the risk your taking.

" ang pag-ibig parang yelo, ikaw lang ang nakakapit, at sha nagpipilit lumabas sa kamay mo"
- Marla Laureano

idol talaga ako kay marla.

STRONG!

napasipa ako dun eh..

hahaha..

ansaya diba?

so for all the lovers out there...

CONGRATULATIONS.

you just won yourself a jackpot.

sa lahat ng basag..

cheers.

para sa inyo to

saludo ako sa inyo.

"inom pa ba?"

"yosi pa?"

let the air catch embers.

haha.

you have everything to lose.

and you lost your "everything"

maybe its time to end it.

it may not be an overnight hit.

but.

kakayanin.

para sa kanya naman ito.

thats what i always think..

but when i learned that she was suffering more than i do.

shit.

nakikipatong pa ko sa problema.

so.

damn.






patawad.












someday.

someday it will come.

someday we will grow up.

and face the cruel world once again.

and the reality of life.

which once or twice crumbled our lives.

our minds.

our hearts.

our soul.

when all else fails again..

just get up.

get up.

get up.






and move on.

" keep walking "

" LOVE is ephemeral....when your not with the right person, right? "

can't you notice?

hi.

its me.

how are you doing?

"tapos ka na sa plates? hahaha.."

ANYWAYS...

i just finished another song.

its all about someone.

you want to make him/her feel your love.

but she/he doesn't know about it.

oh, that is bullS****

hahaha..

well.

thanks for viewing my song.

COMMENTS are so welcome.

thanks.

enjoy.

-EPHEMERAL

• di mo ba pansin •

di mo lang pansin
ako'y mayrong pagtingin
di mo lang makita
ang aking pagsinta

di mo marinig
ang pintig ng aking dibdib
di mo madama
na mahal na mahal kita

di mo lang alam
di mo lang pansin
na ako'y may pagtingin
sana'y ikay mapasaakin

lahat ng ito'y
para sa iyo
ilalabas ang nilalaman ng puso ko
sana'y iyong matanto
ang pagibig kong ito

so i was bored a while ago...

hello.

its me.

how are you?

i just read angela's post of the song "oo" by up dharma down.

http://balimbingalano.blogspot.com/

nice song by the way.

an " in your face " song..

so i decided to make one.

its kinda rough but i'll hope you guys will like it.

i wanna record this song, but still...no good recorder :(

well.

anyways..

if i can play this sometime in class, its okay :)

well.

ANYWHO..

its about him or her.

and by all means and chanced, you saw him/her.

with another person.

ouch.

well here goes...

Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo'y magkaibigan lang
Bumabalik ang lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako'y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

- oo by updharmadown
enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• IBA •

kung sinasadya mo lang, okay lang saakin
kahit sinasaktan mo na ang aking damdamin
hanggang kailan ko pa ba tong titiisin
ang aking pagtinging damdamin

tuwing nakikita kita, ako'y sumasaya
sayo'y mayrong kakaibang ligaya
ang aking nararamdaman, o aking pagsinta
pero nakita kitang may kasamang iba
may kasamang iba

o puso kong nasasaktan
pwede bang tigilan mo na
tiisin mo nalang itong nadarama

sana'y makita kang muli
isinisigaw ka ng puso kong sawi
sana'y mahagkan, makapiling ng sandali
ikaw na bumihag sa aking damdamin

its for you.

uuy.

its for you.

yes.

you.

its

for

you.

my only you.

your only me.
i love you.
yes yes..

oo ikaw nga putangina...

gets mo na?

kita mo?

okay.

yun lang..

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

hello.

again.

im bored.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• write me something nice •

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AEGETDFEEGDTGSBJAHGA
hgJHgjHGjhGtuyttuytU
uVgvHGvBVgHHgfJGf

grgBfeIJJKGyggvMBvkhg
JHkjhHJhGFItFKjhvvbHg
'JHgJGFfGJGdjNBCvGFKJhf
hgfKfHGfiYTRFGDirSKg

gdtgdtkjashgtsbnanhsttha
jsyehsgdjsjsjs
jdhddhdhhwywjqaja
jdhgjhqkqjhqq

all the letters are here
make me something good to hear
make me fine
make me feel alive

morning after

( yawn )

hello.

yes its me.

2:43 AM.

still awake.

cant sleep.

my mind, itching on another poem..

or lets make something else.

i dunno.

well.

here goes nothing.

i fell ease.

" you thought you saw everything? i think not."


-EPHEMERAL

• fell ease •

bakit ang mga ulap, walang pakpak pero lumulutang?
bat ang hangin di mo makita, pero nararamdaman?
bakit ang tubig, hindi mo mahawakan?
bakit ako, asa tabi mo lang, di mo man lang mahagkan..

bakit ang dinuguan may puto?
bakit ang champurado may tuyo?
kung sila, may tayo
bat ikaw, wala kang ako?

asteeg ng kasabawan no?
gawa lang ng isang sabaw na tarantado..
sorry, wala talaga akong magawa eh
shet, akoy natatae..

oo na sige na, didiretsuhin ko na.
akala nyo walang kwenta tong ginawa ko
sana malaman mo. andito lang si tan yan kee para lang sa yo.
mahal kita.

untitled

hello.

its me again.

once again once more.

another composition of mine.

made entirely out of nowhere.

its a short one.

hope you'll like it.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• UNTITILED •

i remember those days when we were together
spending each moment, like it last forever
you and me, we were meant to be
you will see, a different part of me

please don't go away
forever, i will stay..

when will i see you again..
will it ever end? will it ever end?
i'll miss you.
i'm missing you...

yeah.

fuck them.

kill them.

kill them all.

-EPHEMERAL

• make-up •

porcelain skin, coca cola body
luscious red lips, wants of everybody
envied, despised and adored by people
man made beauties, entice every couple

flirts on men, flaunt of every asset
vain in mirrors, branded clothes on every closet
how they wish their world was ever perfect
these people in society, just a mere birth defect.

i give them a prayer, a prayer for the weak
may they be bless by the gods of the peak
guide them, for they have sinned
or burn in hell and in it be damned.

a poem/ song of my friend.

i just wanna share a poem/ song that was made by my classmate when we were fourth year high school.

its quite short.

thanks BBF.

enjoy.

-EPHEMERAL

• Reason for breathing •
by: BBF

oohh, yeah yeah yeah..
beautiful i just..

if i cried like a baby
would you change your mind?
if i told you im crazy
would you come running back to me?

the harder i try to break away
the more i get lost in yesterday.

the man that you knew was just a show
living without you is hell
i turn on the radio
just to take the hurt away

another night and im missing you
girl its just killing me but,
i don't wanna die tonight.
but i think i might be going down

coz the only one i ever cared about
is nowhere to be found
i dont wanna close my eyes
coz i might not see the light of day

im almost out of air
your my reason for breathing.

hahaha.

while i was browsing through my high school notebook ( with the poems)

i laughed when i saw a short poem.

i just remembered way back then

how i felt.

how my heart crushed underneath my sadness.

how my throat was slit while i was sleeping. ( EMO much? fuck no. )

hahaha.

angst.

sadness.

despair.

grief.

desperation.

jealousy.

mix it all up....

this is what you get...

enjoy. ( haha, just joking )


-EPHEMERAL

• A fissle heart •

a heart drenched with scars
bruised with blows of self-centeredness
slashed with knife tipped tongues
crucified with nails of habits


separated with jealousy, trust and misunderstanding
our heart, bleeding desperately on our short comings
what happened on our everlasting love?
maybe it crashed and burned, concealed with the hurt

why did this happened, is it just me?
or the plain sight that your suffocating me?
killing my dignity, molesting my amnesty
high spirits slowly dying, my soul merely fading.

are you beautiful?

hello.

its me once again, once more.

this is another poem from my highschool days.

have you known someone who's so beautiful?

whom you cared so much but she doesn't even know?

whom you LOVED?

well.

" say your beautiful"

cause you deserve it.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• Say your beautiful •

i say your beautiful in every other way
your smile still shows, even though the sky is gray
your svelte black hair flows beneath the air
everybody's not bothered, but simply i care

i say your beautiful in every other way
i can compare thee to a summer's day
but when your gone, to my dismay
my love for you, will surely die and wither away

i say your beautiful in every other way
my heart stops beating when you come my way
your sweet fragrance i smell everyday
the glow of your lips, the sparkle of your eyes

i say your beautiful in every other way
saying gooodbye is the hardest thing to say
i'll miss you always, each and every day
your name so sweet, etched in my heart always.

just for a time...

i wrote a song a few weeks ago.

had some minor changes to the original composition coz it sucked like hell.

wanted to record this song, but sadly, my phone's recorder sucks.

bad quality = dead song.

well, anyways..

this song is dedicated to someone.

yes.

its you.

its me.

its anybody.

love it.

so here it goes...

-EPHEMERAL

• Just for a time •

for a moment, we had a connection
a case of mild infatuation
but for you, it was nothing
i wish you knew that you were my everything.

for a time, we were happy
in a moment, we were sad
of what we have become
of what we came to be.

after all the LOVE has gone
after all that was said and done
who was left?
alone underneath the stars..

now everything's okay, everything's fine
the thought that makes her happy, made me feel alright
but i thought i was over you, i thought i was over you
time has a way of healing?
can it mend the way im feeling?

ephemeral girl

id like to share a poem written by myself when i was in highschool.

its about a girl i knew in highschool.

i decided to make a poem out of her.

LOVE and BOREDOM makes you do a lot of shit..

just want to express your inner feelings in poems.

your dreams, aspirations, desires.

when suddenly, it all fades away.

so bear with my poem. please and thank you.

-EPHEMERAL.

• EPHEMERAL GIRL •

even though your so far away
you made my heart swoon and sway
your beauty devours sweet elegance
the curve of your lips, the work of your hands

even though your heart sings its own tune
your love for someone is like a flower bloom
your gentle voice, your sweet smile
those gem eyed diamonds, took my breath for a while

sometimes i just wanna talk to you
hear your voice, hold your hand
listening to you, i understand
the things you said, no apprehends

god, i wish you were mine
like this girl in front of me, sweet and rye
i would love her like her, i'd care like no other
a chance is all i need. all i need.

hello. im Ephemeral thought. this won't take long.

hi.

im ephemeral thought..

im not used to type long sentences or shit.

i express myself in few but strong words..

take a peek at my world..

EPHEMERAL

you and me, we're ephemeral

nothing last forever.

love, hatred, agony, greed, lust,

they're just temporary

give all you got

you have EVERYTHING to lose.