can't you notice?

hi.

its me.

how are you doing?

"tapos ka na sa plates? hahaha.."

ANYWAYS...

i just finished another song.

its all about someone.

you want to make him/her feel your love.

but she/he doesn't know about it.

oh, that is bullS****

hahaha..

well.

thanks for viewing my song.

COMMENTS are so welcome.

thanks.

enjoy.

-EPHEMERAL

• di mo ba pansin •

di mo lang pansin
ako'y mayrong pagtingin
di mo lang makita
ang aking pagsinta

di mo marinig
ang pintig ng aking dibdib
di mo madama
na mahal na mahal kita

di mo lang alam
di mo lang pansin
na ako'y may pagtingin
sana'y ikay mapasaakin

lahat ng ito'y
para sa iyo
ilalabas ang nilalaman ng puso ko
sana'y iyong matanto
ang pagibig kong ito

so i was bored a while ago...

hello.

its me.

how are you?

i just read angela's post of the song "oo" by up dharma down.

http://balimbingalano.blogspot.com/

nice song by the way.

an " in your face " song..

so i decided to make one.

its kinda rough but i'll hope you guys will like it.

i wanna record this song, but still...no good recorder :(

well.

anyways..

if i can play this sometime in class, its okay :)

well.

ANYWHO..

its about him or her.

and by all means and chanced, you saw him/her.

with another person.

ouch.

well here goes...

Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo'y magkaibigan lang
Bumabalik ang lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako'y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

- oo by updharmadown
enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• IBA •

kung sinasadya mo lang, okay lang saakin
kahit sinasaktan mo na ang aking damdamin
hanggang kailan ko pa ba tong titiisin
ang aking pagtinging damdamin

tuwing nakikita kita, ako'y sumasaya
sayo'y mayrong kakaibang ligaya
ang aking nararamdaman, o aking pagsinta
pero nakita kitang may kasamang iba
may kasamang iba

o puso kong nasasaktan
pwede bang tigilan mo na
tiisin mo nalang itong nadarama

sana'y makita kang muli
isinisigaw ka ng puso kong sawi
sana'y mahagkan, makapiling ng sandali
ikaw na bumihag sa aking damdamin

its for you.

uuy.

its for you.

yes.

you.

its

for

you.

my only you.

your only me.
i love you.
yes yes..

oo ikaw nga putangina...

gets mo na?

kita mo?

okay.

yun lang..

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

hello.

again.

im bored.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• write me something nice •

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all the letters are here
make me something good to hear
make me fine
make me feel alive

morning after

( yawn )

hello.

yes its me.

2:43 AM.

still awake.

cant sleep.

my mind, itching on another poem..

or lets make something else.

i dunno.

well.

here goes nothing.

i fell ease.

" you thought you saw everything? i think not."


-EPHEMERAL

• fell ease •

bakit ang mga ulap, walang pakpak pero lumulutang?
bat ang hangin di mo makita, pero nararamdaman?
bakit ang tubig, hindi mo mahawakan?
bakit ako, asa tabi mo lang, di mo man lang mahagkan..

bakit ang dinuguan may puto?
bakit ang champurado may tuyo?
kung sila, may tayo
bat ikaw, wala kang ako?

asteeg ng kasabawan no?
gawa lang ng isang sabaw na tarantado..
sorry, wala talaga akong magawa eh
shet, akoy natatae..

oo na sige na, didiretsuhin ko na.
akala nyo walang kwenta tong ginawa ko
sana malaman mo. andito lang si tan yan kee para lang sa yo.
mahal kita.

untitled

hello.

its me again.

once again once more.

another composition of mine.

made entirely out of nowhere.

its a short one.

hope you'll like it.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• UNTITILED •

i remember those days when we were together
spending each moment, like it last forever
you and me, we were meant to be
you will see, a different part of me

please don't go away
forever, i will stay..

when will i see you again..
will it ever end? will it ever end?
i'll miss you.
i'm missing you...

yeah.

fuck them.

kill them.

kill them all.

-EPHEMERAL

• make-up •

porcelain skin, coca cola body
luscious red lips, wants of everybody
envied, despised and adored by people
man made beauties, entice every couple

flirts on men, flaunt of every asset
vain in mirrors, branded clothes on every closet
how they wish their world was ever perfect
these people in society, just a mere birth defect.

i give them a prayer, a prayer for the weak
may they be bless by the gods of the peak
guide them, for they have sinned
or burn in hell and in it be damned.

a poem/ song of my friend.

i just wanna share a poem/ song that was made by my classmate when we were fourth year high school.

its quite short.

thanks BBF.

enjoy.

-EPHEMERAL

• Reason for breathing •
by: BBF

oohh, yeah yeah yeah..
beautiful i just..

if i cried like a baby
would you change your mind?
if i told you im crazy
would you come running back to me?

the harder i try to break away
the more i get lost in yesterday.

the man that you knew was just a show
living without you is hell
i turn on the radio
just to take the hurt away

another night and im missing you
girl its just killing me but,
i don't wanna die tonight.
but i think i might be going down

coz the only one i ever cared about
is nowhere to be found
i dont wanna close my eyes
coz i might not see the light of day

im almost out of air
your my reason for breathing.

hahaha.

while i was browsing through my high school notebook ( with the poems)

i laughed when i saw a short poem.

i just remembered way back then

how i felt.

how my heart crushed underneath my sadness.

how my throat was slit while i was sleeping. ( EMO much? fuck no. )

hahaha.

angst.

sadness.

despair.

grief.

desperation.

jealousy.

mix it all up....

this is what you get...

enjoy. ( haha, just joking )


-EPHEMERAL

• A fissle heart •

a heart drenched with scars
bruised with blows of self-centeredness
slashed with knife tipped tongues
crucified with nails of habits


separated with jealousy, trust and misunderstanding
our heart, bleeding desperately on our short comings
what happened on our everlasting love?
maybe it crashed and burned, concealed with the hurt

why did this happened, is it just me?
or the plain sight that your suffocating me?
killing my dignity, molesting my amnesty
high spirits slowly dying, my soul merely fading.

are you beautiful?

hello.

its me once again, once more.

this is another poem from my highschool days.

have you known someone who's so beautiful?

whom you cared so much but she doesn't even know?

whom you LOVED?

well.

" say your beautiful"

cause you deserve it.

enjoy.


-EPHEMERAL

• Say your beautiful •

i say your beautiful in every other way
your smile still shows, even though the sky is gray
your svelte black hair flows beneath the air
everybody's not bothered, but simply i care

i say your beautiful in every other way
i can compare thee to a summer's day
but when your gone, to my dismay
my love for you, will surely die and wither away

i say your beautiful in every other way
my heart stops beating when you come my way
your sweet fragrance i smell everyday
the glow of your lips, the sparkle of your eyes

i say your beautiful in every other way
saying gooodbye is the hardest thing to say
i'll miss you always, each and every day
your name so sweet, etched in my heart always.

just for a time...

i wrote a song a few weeks ago.

had some minor changes to the original composition coz it sucked like hell.

wanted to record this song, but sadly, my phone's recorder sucks.

bad quality = dead song.

well, anyways..

this song is dedicated to someone.

yes.

its you.

its me.

its anybody.

love it.

so here it goes...

-EPHEMERAL

• Just for a time •

for a moment, we had a connection
a case of mild infatuation
but for you, it was nothing
i wish you knew that you were my everything.

for a time, we were happy
in a moment, we were sad
of what we have become
of what we came to be.

after all the LOVE has gone
after all that was said and done
who was left?
alone underneath the stars..

now everything's okay, everything's fine
the thought that makes her happy, made me feel alright
but i thought i was over you, i thought i was over you
time has a way of healing?
can it mend the way im feeling?

ephemeral girl

id like to share a poem written by myself when i was in highschool.

its about a girl i knew in highschool.

i decided to make a poem out of her.

LOVE and BOREDOM makes you do a lot of shit..

just want to express your inner feelings in poems.

your dreams, aspirations, desires.

when suddenly, it all fades away.

so bear with my poem. please and thank you.

-EPHEMERAL.

• EPHEMERAL GIRL •

even though your so far away
you made my heart swoon and sway
your beauty devours sweet elegance
the curve of your lips, the work of your hands

even though your heart sings its own tune
your love for someone is like a flower bloom
your gentle voice, your sweet smile
those gem eyed diamonds, took my breath for a while

sometimes i just wanna talk to you
hear your voice, hold your hand
listening to you, i understand
the things you said, no apprehends

god, i wish you were mine
like this girl in front of me, sweet and rye
i would love her like her, i'd care like no other
a chance is all i need. all i need.

hello. im Ephemeral thought. this won't take long.

hi.

im ephemeral thought..

im not used to type long sentences or shit.

i express myself in few but strong words..

take a peek at my world..

EPHEMERAL

you and me, we're ephemeral

nothing last forever.

love, hatred, agony, greed, lust,

they're just temporary

give all you got

you have EVERYTHING to lose.